Not A Bad Thing - Justin Timberlake

Said all I want from you is to see you tomorrow

And every tomorrow, maybe you'll let me borrow your heartAnd is it too much to ask for every SundayAnd while we're at it, throw in every other day to start
I know people make promises all the timeThen they turn right around and break themWhen someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleedingBut I could be that guy to heal it over timeAnd I won't stop until you believe it'Cause baby you're worth it
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me'Cause you might look around and find your dreams come true, with meSpent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was freeSo don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, meIt's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
Now how about I'd be the last voice you hear tonight?And every other night for the rest of the nights that there areEvery morning I just wanna see you staring back at me'Cause I know that's a good place to start
I know people make promises all the timeThen they turn right around and break themWhen someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleedingDon't you know that I could be that guy to heal it over timeAnd I won't stop until you believe it'Cause baby you're worth it
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me'Cause you might look around and find your dreams come true, with meSpent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was freeSo don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, meIt's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, meNot such a bad thing to fall in love with me(Not such a bad thing to fall in love with me)
No I won't fill your mindWith broken promises and wasted timeAnd if you fall, you'll always land right in these armsThese arms of mine
Don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me'Cause you might look around and find your dreams come true, with meSpent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was freeSo don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, meIt's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, meNot such a bad thing to fall in love with me

Kidung - Chrisye

Tak selamanya

Mendung itu kelabuNyatanya hari iniKulihat begitu ceria
Hutan dan rimbaTurut bernyanyi pulaMembuat hari ini berseriDunia penuh damai
Bintang berkelipDengan jenakaSeakan tahuArti dan rasa
Oh kidung yang indahKau luputkan akuDari sebuah dosaku
Tak selamanya mendung itu kelabuNyatanya hari iniKudapat bernyanyi kepadanya

Journey - Angela Zhang

It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

Ode To May Family

Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo... 

Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me, 
'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree. 
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me? 
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice? 
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me? 
Does anyone care? 

Unhappiness where's when I was young, 
And we didn't give a damn, 
'Cause we were raised, 
To see life as fun and take it if we can. 
My mother, my mother, 
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there. 
My father, my father, 
He liked me, oh, he liked me. Does anyone care? 

Understand what I've become, it wasn't my design. 
And people ev'rywhere think, something better than I am. 
But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it, 
'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this? 
Do you know you did not find me. You did not find. 
Does anyone care? 

Unhappiness where's when I was young, 
And we didn't give a damn, 
'Cause we were raised, 
To see life as fun and take it if we can. 
My mother, my mother, 
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there. 
My father, my father, 
He liked me, oh, he liked me. 

Does anyone care?... 
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo...

Resah - Payung Teduh

Aku ingin berjalan bersamamu

Dalam hujan dan malam gelap

Tapi aku tak bisa melihat matamu

Aku ingin berdua denganmu

Diantara daun gugur

Aku ingin berdua denganmu

Tapi aku hanya melihat keresahanmu

Aku menunggu dengan sabar

Diatas sini melayang-layang

Tergoyang angin , menantikan tubuh itu

Pakintelan oh Pakintelan

*Alhamdulillah wasyukurillah bersyukur padamu ya Allah...*

Diiringi lagu Alhamdulillah dari Opick featuring Amanda, saya mengucap syukur karena keinginan saya untuk bisa KKN Alternatif tercapai. Yeay! 

Awalnya sempat pesimis proposalnya diterima. Di PHP-in dari tanggal 11 Juni sampai tanggal 17 juni. Walaupun statusnya sama-sama loading, kelompok lain udah dapat kepastian, dipindahkan atau ditolak. Lha kelompokku nasibnya gimana?

Tapi tadi sore,  tiba-tiba aku terbangun dari tidurku karena ada sms masuk dari Ida. Yang conversation-nya begini

Ida : KKN e kita di terima di Pakintelan.

Nurul : Ini udah fix kan?

Ida : Udah, fix insyaallah.

Nurul : Alhamdulillaah ;)

dan seterusnya.

Asal kalian tahu, tadinya kami apply KKN di desa Lerep Ungaran. Tapi malah dipindahkan ke Pakintelan. Bersyukur lah ya. Jadi semakin dekat dari UNNES. Pokoknya saya pribadi bersyukur sekali. Soalnya PPLnya sudah ditempatkan di Batang nan jauh di mata (lebay dikit). Saya kurang sanggup jika harus KKN di tempat jauh pula :'(

Tapi sekarang sudah jelas kan. KKN nya dekat-dekat saja. Kalau ditempuh dengan motor, mungkin perjalanan UNNES - Pakintelan bisa ditempuh dengan 20-an menit saja. 

Bersyukur banget pokoknya.

Semoga KKN nya lancar, kelompoknya selalu kompak, dan warganya terlayani dengan baik.

Amiiiiin.

Batang. Aku lala padamu.

Saya tidak pernah membayangkan jika masalah penempatan PPL akan sepelik ini. Manusia. Pasti selalu berharap mendapatkan sesuatu yang sesuai dengan keinginannya. Saya manusia. 

Tapi saya tidak sendiri. Ada banyak teman-teman yang bahkan nasibnya lebih malang (malang menurut ukuran manusia tentunya). 

Sampai saat ini saya masih berusaha meyakinkan diri bahwa apa yang saya dapatkan adalah yang terbaik (tentu saja terbaik menurut-Nya).

Semangaaaat!!

Batang aku lala padamu.

Purworejo - Semarang - Batang

Kecamatan Tulis

Qs. Al-Baqarah : 216

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”

Hanya Ingin Pulang - Souljah

seindah-indahnya mimpiku
dan lautan di depan mataku
mengapa ku rasa sendiri
rindu yang terus menghantui

hatiku tertinggal disana
terpisah pulau yang berbeda
dan rindu hati ini ku ingin kembali

tak seperti anganku
tak seperti inginku
semua yang terjadi sakiti hatiku

reff:
lebih dari yang ku mau dan dari yang ku rasa
ku hanya ingin pulang
lebih dari yang ku mau dan dari yang ku rasa
ku hanya ingin pulang

melepas semua keraguan di hatiku
tuk meraih semua cita dan juga mimpi
tak pernah ku sangka ini kan terasa berat
walaupun begitu ku harus kuat
walaupun harus menerima kenyataan
hari ini esok lusa ku kan sendirian
tak seorangpun yang ada tuk berkeluh kesah
dan memani diriku saat sedang gundah

oh Tuhan berikanlah ku kekuatan
tuk jalani hidup ini tanpa mereka yang ku cintai

ku hanya ingin pulang

When It's Time - Green Day

Words get trapped in my mind

Sorry I don't take the time to feel the way I do

'Cause the first day you came into my life

My time ticks around you

But then I need your voice

As the key to unlock

All the love that's trapped in me

So tell me when it's time

To say I love you

All I want is you to understand

That when I take your hand

It's 'cause I want to

We are all born in a world of doubt

But there's no doubt

I figured out

I love you

All I want is you to understand

That when I take your hand

It's 'cause I want to

We are all born in a world of doubt

And there's no doubt

I figured out

I love you

And I feel lonely for

All the losers that will never take the time to say

What was really on their mind instead

They just hide away

Yet they'll never have

Someone like you to guard them

And help along the way

Or tell them when it's time to say, "I love you"

So tell me when it's time to say "I love you"

If My Heart Was A House - Owl City

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warmed over everything
Chills run down my spine as our fingers intwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably I can still feel your heart
Beat fast when you dance with me

We got older and I should have known
(Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone
(Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away... Bombs away...)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth, if my heart was a compass you'd be North
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go, if my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own
(Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone
(Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away... Bombs away...)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth, if my heart was a compass you'd be North
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go, if my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house, you'd be home

If I Lose My Self - One Republic

I stared up at the sun,
Thought of all of the people, places and things I’ve loved.
I stared up just to see
With all of the faces, you were the one next to me.

You can feel the light start to tremble,
Washing what you know out to sea.
You can see your life out of the window tonight.

If I lose myself tonight,
It’ll be by your side.
I lose myself tonight...
(oh) yeah, yeah, yeah.

If I lose myself tonight,
It’ll be you and I.
Lose myself tonight...



I woke up with the sun,
Thought of all of the people, places and things I’ve loved.
I woke up just to see
With all of the faces, you were the one next to me.

You can feel the light start to tremble,
Washing what you know out to sea.
You can see your life out of the window tonight.

If I lose myself tonight,
It’ll be by your side.
I lose myself tonight...
(oh) yeah, yeah, yeah.

If I lose myself tonight,
It’ll be you and I.
Lose myself tonight...


Take us down and we keep trying,
Forty thousand feet, keep flying.
Take us down and we keep trying,
Forty thousand feet, keep flying.
Take us down and we keep trying,
Forty thousand feet, keep flying.
Take us down and we keep trying,
Forty thousand feet, keep flying.

(Lose myself)
If I lose myself tonight...

Jangan Lupakan Ayah - Ada Band

Teringat masa kecilku... kau peluk dan kau manja...
Indahnya saat itu... buatku melambung...

Disisimu... terngiang... hangat nafas segar harum tubuhmu...
Kau tuturkan... segala... mimpi-mimpi serta harapanmu...

Kau ingin ku menjadi... yang terbaik bagimu...
Patuhi perintahmu... jauhkan godaan...

Yang mungkin kulakukan... dalam waktu ku beranjak dewasa...
Jangan sampai... membuatku... terbelenggu jatuh dan terinjak...

Love You Bapak :')

Reff : 

Tuhan tolonglah... sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya...
Ku terus berjanji... takkan khianati pintanya...

Ayah dengarlah... betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu...
Kan ku buktikan... ku mampu penuhi maumu...

Andaikan detik itu... kan bergulir kembali...
Kurindukan suasana... basuh jiwaku...

Membahagiakan aku... yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu...
Tuk wujudkan... segala... sesuatu yang pernah terlewati...


Reff : 

Tuhan tolonglah... sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya...
Ku terus berjanji... takkan khianati pintanya...

Ayah dengarlah... betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu...
Kan ku buktikan... ku mampu penuhi maumu...

Behind The Scene Ruang Tunggu

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and 
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]